Ran into the Ex

After 1 month of having no contact with my ex and I was finally getting over him, I run into him at the movie last night with his new-ex girlfriend. It was weird, it's like as soon as I saw him, it seemed the pain came all over again & the memories came back to me, the good and the bad.He was looking great and for that simple moment, I wanted to go back in time to when we were together. I tried to avoid him but he seemed to catch me as soon as I tried to turn around. We ended on bad terms and I broke his arm which was kind of enjoyable.  He pushed me and I grab my Louisville and swung for the fence.   Better I break his arm than my brother break his face, but thats all water under the bridge. He seemed to have gotten over it since he actually called out my name at the movie. He was happy to see me and he told me that I looked great, which I already knew. What also hurted was to see that he moved back with his ex girldfriend who I have some history with. She had the nerve to stand next to him like I was really going to show some emotion.  She look like she could be a model for the local Mexican restaurant or my next house keeper! They seem to like each other alot, they were all hugged up on each other & they seem very happy. He was talking about how good his life is now & that he's happier than he's ever been. He basically told me that it was good seeing me again & for me to take care of myself.  This dumb ass was trying to put all this he living good energy out into the world when he really not.  Sleeping on his brother couch and had to let his oldest daughter go back to live with her drug rehab mother.  He never addressed the issue of our ex relationship, probably for the better anyway.  Because all them bad feeling would have came back and I would have broken the other arm.

Right now im not looking for love or a relationship.  I told my bestfriend\little sister that im going to grow old and get a bunch of cats.   No love life (unless its my Hitachi), no male excitement in my life.. just nothing but my Alicia & Ava. 


But I did get the number of a fine ass white guy that was taking his daughter to the movies.  Maybe white is my answer to happiness...Shut up RZ..lmao


Tiamia " Rookie Love" Owens